The word promise is a huge word. If you can’t fulfill it, better not make it. But no matter how many times I re-phrase it, people kept making it but never fulfill it. WHY? They talk so big and the way they say it, it sounds like the promise is really a promise and they will fulfill it. But the way I see it, the promise they made, they always don’t fulfill it. So, my point is what is the point of making promises if you can’t fulfill it and keep it in your heart? It’s weird! The words whispering in my ear, making me remember of the days and what you said. Don’t forget the promises you make. Promises such as being friends no matter what happens, meeting each other like every week etc. Well, where do all the promises go to? All I ever wanted is to be the way it used to be.
I’M GOING NO WHERE FAR AND I KNOW IT!
I’M LOSING IT ALL!
I’m given a choice. But, this choice I pick is making me regret about everything. No matter how much I try to make things work, it will never work.
CHOICES ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR US TO CHOOSE!
BUT, IT’S JUST SO HARD TO CHOOSE!
The love ones, why do we have to end up like this? Why do we have to treat each other like this? Making us look like strangers? Why? Can’t we AT LEAST be friends? Why is this happening? Now, everything is in me. I can’t let it out no more. I have to suffer everything on my own. I guess things changes. So does people. I just got to go my own way and be myself. Run my own race. Chase after my own dreams. I just want today to be the way it used to be. Not just today but everyday. I also want the people out there to be themselves and not act like someone they are not.
LIFE IS NO FAIRYTALE!
AND NOT ALL FAIRYTALE IN ME HAVE HAPPY ENDINGS!
I hate it all. I can’t stop it all from happening! I lock myself in my room, I sit outside do my own stuff, I make noise, I kept quiet, I don’t eat, I eat! Everything I do is wrong! What is going on? Is it me or is it just the way people think I am? My parents are just so ERR! I’m just some girl who’s lost in her world. Questioning every step she makes. Feeling confuse about what is wrong and what is right.
EVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE?
EVER ASK YOURSELF ABOUT THIS BEFORE?
WEIRD!